Eternal Sufferings

My wounds are widely opened now

Time has come to plunge into despair

Darkness is the only wish of this world of sorrow

There is no place for joy in my bleeding heart

I cannot reach my innner peace

That I deserve in my griefful moments

Someday I will drown myself into my neverending tears

Someday I will see myself dying of eternal sufferings

My blood is frozen into my veins

All I can feel is this loneliness

Which has been invading me for countless years

Which is leading me to these eternal sufferings

Someday I will sleep eternally in the arms of mother nature

Someday I will be decaying in my own lifeless corpse six feet under