To Be Honest

I've been mixing medications again

How long 'til this episode ends?

Think I'm starting to scare my friends

Is this something that time won't mend? Yeah, yeah

I drink myself to sleep

Stay high so I can force myself to eat

All these painful memories repeating, repeating, repeat

To be honest I'm running out of time

There's nothing left to save me, my life's on the line

To be honest, it's getting hard to cope

I'm at the end of my rope, yeah

(Woah)

Here again

I think I can see the end

No, I can't even play pretend

The skin I'm in is paper thin

I lost to insecurity

I lost my grip on sanity

Wish I said what you meant to me

I close my eyes and pretend that she's you

I'm so sick in the head

Oh, I know that you knew

Misery loves company

They say they wanna be me

When I don't even wanna be me

To be honest I'm running out of time

There's nothing left to save me, my life's on the line

To be honest, it's getting hard to cope

I'm at the end of my rope

It never gets better, it only gets worse

Think I might head out so no one gets hurt

Burns in my sweater, holes in my shirt

Question my purpose, question my worth

It never gets better, it only gets worse

Think I might head out so no one gets hurt

Burns in my sweater, holes in my shirt

Question my purpose, I question my worth

To be honest I'm running out of time

There's nothing left to save me, my life's on the line

To be honest, it's getting hard to cope

I'm at the end of my rope

To be honest I'm running out of time

There's nothing left to save me, my life's on the line

To be honest, it's getting hard to cope

I'm at the end of my rope, yeah