Pillow

Fill the empty space

Let the record play

All this fνcking shame

Flush it down the drain

I will drink it all up

Fill my silver cup

Is it clever?

Cuz I feel better

So I go another night lookin'for the highs

Hang out with the guys I don't even like

And I drink it all up

Just to make it stop

Will it ever get any better?

What I feel gets way to real

When I'm alone

And if my fears are getting near

I go out

Again I find myself in the middle

Using company as a pillow

In the quiet I'm insane

Need a crowded place

Let go

Wanna numb my pain just a little

Using company as a pillow

And I'm shutting off my mind just to feel ok

Let go

Look for remedy in their agony

Love the melody of a fake laugh

After midnight I make up

Fill my silver cup

Is it clever

Cuz I feel better

Every time I try to make a move I end up on the ground

But I don't share that part of me with anyone around no

Wish I had another me to help me breathe more easily

What I feel gets way to real

When I'm alone

And if my fears are getting near

I go out

Again I find myself in the middle

Using company as a pillow

In the quiet I'm insane

Need a crowded place

Let go

Wanna numb my pain just a little

Using company as a pillow

And I'm shutting off my mind just to feel ok

Let go

Let go, let go, let go

Let go, let go, let go

Let go, let go, let go

Let go, let go, let go

Let go, let go, let go

Let go, let go, let go

Let go, let go, let go

Let go, let go, let go