CONSTELLATIONS

I don’t want you thinking that I’m strange

That I’m not brave

I’m at the hotel

It’s cheap but it’s clean

That’s all that I need

That’s all that I need

I don’t need them knowing that I’m afraid

And feel out of place

I’m isolated

It’s easy it’s safe

Think I like it that way

Think I like it that way

I can sit on the window sill

I’m so still

I can binge watch the sky

No one will see me cry

My tears are constellations decorating your ether

are you gonna leave me now?

Or is it gonna hurt me later?

In a final attempt to be human

I reach out my hand

You touch it and shit baby

it’s not so bad

It’s not so sad

If I pick the rhinestones off the blanket of night

Maybe we can run this town

Maybe I can make a starlit crown or

A buss down chain

Remix the rain

Evaporate my pain

Look at it falling

Beautiful magic

Static electric

Everything’s floating

My tongue is burning

Darling this is all I needed

And in my ribcage is where I found it

And let it drive

Maybe we can kiss in public

Maybe we can talk while we sit in traffic

Our dreams are constellations decorating the ether

I can’t stop dreaming now

Maybe I’ll wake up later

I will always love you now

I will love you forever