Push It Down

I don’t want to know what you think of me

I don’t want you to think of me at all

I don’t want the grinding in my teeth

i don’t want the tension in my jaw

cause I’ve been sleeping with the light on

Bleed until it’s all gone

Nobody can tell me

That I got it wrong

Walking with my shoes off

Crying in my bath tub

Trying not to die but

Not trying hard enough

I’ve been trying to push it down

But sooner or later it all comes out

I can breathe and I can count

But sooner or later it all comes out

Well nobody knows how bad it gets

Except for everyone I’ve ever met

just waiting for the day i grow out of it

slamming my head against my fists

cause i’ve been sleeping with the light on

bleed until it’s all gone

nobody can tell me

that i got it wrong

walking with my shoes off

til i get to your house

i could be alone but i’m scared of what i’ll find out

cause i’ve been

Sleeping with the light on

bleed until it’s all gone

Nobody can tell me

That I got it wrong

Try to talk to Jesus

i haven’t learned a thing yet

broke another mirror

but tell me who’s counting?