Different

There's a hole in my stomach and my heart

And I don't know how to fill it

I let you go, though we're only a couple miles apart

Yet I don't know where you're livin'

'Cause all you ever said to me, "I don't live far"

Too far away to hold, but close enough to scar

And damn, it's been a few

But do I still miss you

Wish you and I were different

Too late for me to miss your touch

'Cause now you're way too distant

But close enough to mess me up

I'm holding onto something

And I don't know what it is

Wish you and I were different

'Cause together we're too different to exist

Spent lonely nights with lonely people I don't know

Just so I can let you go, but it ain't working

I miss your eyes and that you were the life of all of my parties

Touching your soul and caressing your body when you were hurting

I miss when we were driving, driving in your car

Now I still don't have a license, but a broken heart

And damn, it's been a few

But do I still miss you

Wish you and I were different

Too late for me to miss your touch

'Cause now you're way too distant

But close enough to mess me up

I'm holding onto something

And I don't know what it is

Wish you and I were different

'Cause together we're too different to exist

I've been tryin' to let you go

I've been tryin' to let you go, nah, nah, nah

I'm tryin' to let you go

I've been tryin' to let you go, nah, nah, nah

I'm tryin' to let you go

I'm tryin' to let you go, nah, nah, nah

I'm tryin' to let you go

'Cause together we're too different to exist

Wish you and I were different

Too late for me to miss your touch

'Cause now you're way too distant

But close enough to mess me up

I'm holding onto something

And I don't know what it is

Wish you and I were different

'Cause together we're too different to exist