歌词
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
我今晚只想嗑*因为我只想做我自己
I forgot how to be myself
我忘了如何做回我自己
I just really miss myself
我真的很想念自己
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself (Yeah)
我今晚只想嗑*因为我只想做我自己（对）
I forgot how to be myself (Uh)
我忘了如何做回我自己（嗯）
I just really miss myself (Somebody asked me, yeah)
我真的很想念自己（有人问我，是的）
Somebody asked me, "What do you have outside of music that really makes you happy?"
有人问我,"除了音乐，你还有什么真正让你快乐的？“
I thought about it and I ain't have no answer
我想了想，我没有答案
I started this shit ten years ago, it was just me and my manager
我十年前开始做这件事，只有我和我的经理
On the road, doin' any shows, we was fillin' up this calendar
在路上，做任何节目，我们都在填写这个日历
But Matty's married now and it's a whole 'nothеr chapter
但是现在Matty结婚了，这完全是另一个章节
While I'm in Gerryland, I'm still hеre wildin' as a bachelor
我在Gerryland的时候，我还是个单身汉
Woke up next to a stranger, what's her name? I had to ask her
在一个陌生人旁边醒来，她叫什么名字？我不得不问她
She prolly thinks I got it all, but it's pain behind this laughter
她总以为我什么都懂了，但这笑声背后是痛苦
Hungover the mornin' after, close my drapes, make it blackout
宿醉到第二天早上，关上窗帘，让它失去知觉
Tryna put the pieces together from last night when I blacked out
Tryna把昨晚我失去知觉时的碎片拼在了一起
On LSD, had a convo with my brother, it brought a lot up
在迷幻药上，我和我的兄弟开了一个车队，带来了很多麻烦
See I don't ever take the uniform off, and now I'm clocked out
瞧，我从来没有脱过制服，现在我下班了
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
我今晚只想嗑*因为我只想做我自己
I forgot how to be myself
我忘了如何做回我自己
I just really miss myself
我真的很想念我自己
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
我今晚只想嗑*因为我只想做我自己
I forgot how to be myself, yeah
我忘了如何做回我自己（对）
I just really miss myself (Yeah)
我真的很想念自己（对）
Comin' down in my room all alone listenin' to Mac
独自一人来到我房间听Mac讲话
Last time he text me, I was ****ed up, forgot didn't hit him back
上次他给我发短信时，我很激动，忘了没有回击他
Wish I could have spoken up, man, I just want my brother back
但愿我能说出来，老兄，我只是想让我弟弟回来
But I mean, who am I to talk, bro? I'm still livin' like that
但是我想说，我能和谁说话呢，兄弟？我还是那样生活
They'll never understand what it's like to be a artist
他们永远不会明白当艺术家是什么滋味
Make some shit I don't feel, yes men tell me it's the hardest
做一些我感觉不到的狗*，是的，男人们告诉我这是最难的
They just wanna keep their jobs, stay on my good side, keep their office
他们只想保住自己的工作，站在我这边，保住自己的办公室
Keep us on the road, and no commission or the profits
让我们继续前进，没有佣金和利润
Now everything is peachy, and yeah, I feel Avici
现在一切都很美好，是的，我觉得Avici
Fifty thousand watchin' me, but I swear don't nobody see me
五万人看着我，但我发誓没人看见我
But it's rich people problems, it's stamps all in my passport
但这是富人的问题，我的护照全是邮票
My mama tellin' me that, "This is everything you asked for"
我妈妈告诉我，”这就是你要的一切‘’
What you want?
你想要什么
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
我今晚只想嗑*因为我只想做我自己
I forgot how to be myself (How to be myself)
我忘了如何做回我自己
I just really miss myself (Great mind, great mind)
我真的很想念我自己（伟大的心灵，伟大的心灵）
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
我今晚只想嗑*因为我只想做我自己
I forgot how to be myself, yeah
我忘了如何做回我自己，是的
I just really miss myself
我真的很想念自己
My anxiety increases the higher that I climb
爬得越高，我的焦虑就越大
I thought this shit would get easier, easier with time
我以为随着时间的推移，这一切会变得越来越容易
I'm happy in my mind, but at least I tell myself that
我心里很高兴，但至少我告诉自己
Guess I'm damaged goods, I cannot help that
我想我是被损坏的货物，我无法控制
Drugs take the edge off, hide inside my comfort zone
*品占据优势，藏在我的舒适区
Different girl every night, but worry I'ma die alone
每天晚上都有不同的女孩，但担心我会独自死去
Me against the world, can't decide now what side I'm on
我与世界对抗，现在无法决定我站在哪一方
Miss my family but act like I can't even dial a phone
想念我的家人，但我却表现得连电话都不会拨
Cheated on my girl, I felt like shit, and then I sped off
背叛了我的女朋友，我觉得自己糟透了，然后就飞奔而去
Crept in the crib quiet, shower, took my wide cell off
悄悄地爬进婴儿床，淋浴，把我宽大的手机拿开
She woke up, grab my ****, I couldn't help it, had to get off
她醒了，抓住我的****，我忍不住，不得不下车
And if she gave me head, felt like I wanna blow my head off
如果她给了我头，我觉得我会想把头炸飞
Think everybody cheats, everybody will
认为每个人都会作弊，每个人都会
Everybody leaves, but these drugs never will
每个人都会离开，但这些药物永远不会
I know that sounds ****ed up, but in the end, it's real
我知道这些听起来很荒谬，但最终，这是真的
'Til I'm lost on a bender askin' myself can I chill
‘直到我在酒会上迷了路，问我自己我能冷静下来吗’
This scale here will measure, five hundred pounds of pressure
这个刻度可以测量500磅的压力
The only thing to alleviate it is a stash in the dresser
唯一能减轻这种情况的是在梳妆台上藏一点东西
Illuminate my ugly, you really sure you love me?
照亮我的丑陋，你真的确定你爱我吗？
You deserve to know the truth, decide now what you think of me
你应该知道真相，现在就决定你对我的看法
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
我今晚只想嗑*因为我只想做我自己
I forgot how to be myself
我忘了如何做回我自己
I just really miss myself
我真的很想念我自己
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
我今晚只想嗑*因为我只想做我自己
I forgot how to be myself, yeah
我忘了如何做回我自己，是的
I just really miss myself
我真的很想念我自己
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