Alphabet

You called me last night I didn’t answer as usual

I’ve been up I’ve been down it’s just like usual

For a few days I’m feeling a good seven out of ten

Cause I ignored school now my grades falling down the alphabet

Tryna be consistant with everything at once

But when I do something good I mess something else up

Only got a year left waiting for everything to change

But a year feels like forever when everything feels the same

It’s always so dark

I messed it all up

It’s always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up

It’s always so dark

I messed it all up

It’s always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up

Pack up my things and put my effort where it’s better placed

I’m never content I always wish I had a better face

Wish I had some better friends

One day imma move away and I won’t be the quiet one

Why am I so paranoid

Feel like they watching me

But at the same time

I want the world to see

I’m so much more than this

I’m using what I have

I’m doing what I can but I can build much better things

And it’s always so dark, it’s always so dark, it’s always so dark

I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up

It’s always so dark, it’s always so dark, it’s always so dark, it’s always so dark

Yeah I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up

You called me last night I didn’t answer as usual

I’ve been up I’ve been down it’s just like usual

For a few days I’m feeling a good seven out of ten

Cause I ignored school now my grades falling down the alphabet

Tryna be consistant with everything at once

But when I do something good I mess something else up

Only got a year left waiting for everything to change

But a year feels like forever when everything feels the same

It’s always so dark

I messed it all up

It’s always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up

It’s always so dark

I messed it all up

It’s always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up