blind in the snow

So you've gone away

But i still wait for a glimpse of you in a vacant room

I've never known the words to say

So I've stayed up for a sense of truth

But hate the thought of waking up alone

Hope will hide those thoughts that would eat at you

But i won't manage to see it through

I hate the truth of waiting under the gun

I'll go far away from the place i knew

But i won't manage to see it through

The weight that grew too heavy to bare it alone

I wish it would go

I've lost the hope

I'm gone

I want to wait but i still hate what i did

To prove myself to you

Is there still hope that this can change?

I'm wondering what it meant to you

I hate the thought of waking up alone

Hope will hide those thoughts

That would eat at you

But i won't manage to see it through

I hate the truth of waiting under the gun

I'll go far away from the place I knew

But I won't manage to see it through

The weight that grew too heavy to bare it alone

I wish it would go

I've lost the hope

I'm gone