Do You Mind (Original Mix)

I waste my time on my whole life

Hold my thoughts cuz I've been sleep deprived

I waste my life in broke mind

Hold my words cuz they never come out right

I'm trying really hard to be someone you'd like

I'm trying really hard to feel like I'll be be fine

I'm trying really hard and maybe I'll find

That my reflection in life isn't all that unkind

Can't I be a little self sure

Self secure On that I'm not all that I think I am

Can't I get a little control

Open my doors,On that I'm not all that bad as I think i am

I don't really care for what I have left

Because i ****** myself up so much,I might deserve all this mess

**** all this love,Because I hate to admit

That I'm really like this,Just Scum piece of ****

And I know I could be brighter

Yeah I know I could aim higher

I know I should think lighter

I know i'll be fine if I was a tryer

Yeah,I hate how I can't let myself hang low

If I didn't speak at all I think I would let it go

But if I could say how I hurt I would promise to let you know

But I've been feeling godamn low,well I just can't let it go

Do you remember 2013

From then on I wished my life was unseen

Cuz I hate who I could have been,Let myself slit up my skin

And drown all my dreams,Going down In the sink

I'm sorry maybe I should have tried harder

Jumped from a bridge that was just that little bit higher

I'm sorry My words can't be any sharper

But I'd cut up my mind and set the remains on fire

Yeah,At least you could have said I'm gone on the drugs

But I am sober now and I still seem to **** up

But I'm sorry I can't accept all your love,It wears me off

Leave me in my head because that's tiring enough?

I waste my time on my whole life

Hold my thoughts cuz I've been sleep deprived

I waste my life in broke mind

Hold my words cuz they never come out right

I'm trying really hard to be someone you'd like

I'm trying really hard to feel like I'll be fine

I'm trying really hard and maybe I'll find

The reflection in life isn't all that unkind