歌词
How in the **** did I manage to lose every person I spent all my time with.
到底怎么了？我总会失去每个陪我消磨时光的人。
Tryna create a connection thats stronger than time and that could be considered as timeless.
试着去缔造人们所说的永恒，
It hurts even more cause I'm still tryna figure out where in the hell it went wrong.
但伤的更深，只因我仍想弄明白问题到底在哪。
I don't wanna talk about how much it hurts to a person so I take it out on a song.
不想谈及这件事对于一个普通人来说有多痛，所以我不会把它放在歌里。
I take it out on myself, I take it out on my physical and mental health.
我只能把它从我的整个身躯和灵魂中分离。
I ******* hate what I felt, I'm getting worse and I don't even think you can tell.
真厌恶我所感知到的，事情越来越糟，但我不认为你是我能倾诉的对象。
I make myself wanna quit, filling my mind with a person I need to forget.
心里装着忘不掉的人，我真想去死。
Honestly I'm ******* pissed, I can't see the future but I never thought it'd be this.
烂醉如泥的我看不到不到未来，但我也没想到会沦落至此。
I don't really wanna try meeting new friends.
我不愿再去认识什么人，
I don't wanna waste my time on something that'll end.
我不愿把时间耗费在残灯末庙，
What the **** is happy? I can only pretend.
究竟什么是快乐？我只能假装我很开心。
Leaving it to God in itself is a sin.
把它留给上帝本身就是一种罪恶。
You're the only person with the power in your life.
你是唯一一个能掌控自己人生的人，
That can change for the better with the state that you're in.
凡事总会随着你而好转。
You're the only person that can give your life a purpose on this earth.
你是这世上唯一一个能让你的生活充满意义的人，
And make it all worth it again.
也唯有你能让一切都再次变得有价值。
I don't wanna feel this pain.
我不想感觉到这种痛苦，
I don't wanna play this game.
这个游戏我选择退出，
I don't wanna keep writing songs that're sad.
我不想再继续写让人悲伤的歌，
I just want my life to change.
我只希望我的生活出现转机。
I just don't wanna let life slip away, and die with a void of regret.
愿我的生命不会悄悄溜走，愿我能无怨无悔的逝去。
I don't wanna keep waking up and not get out of bed because I'm too upset.
我不想一直醒着，也不想起床，因为我的世界黯然无光。
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