nothing new

goldskies

歌词

Tryna be myself, when I'm someone else

Tryna work around like my heart was dealt

Lately all my friends have been disappearing

Telling me that I can never see clearly

"The money ain't worth it, money ain't perfect

Turns into a whole different person."

Working for that purpose

But then nobody wanna stay when it all comes closing

Tryna let go of the kid I was

Tryna hold on to who I've become

Turn myself away from a lot of lies

But then I wake up, everybody's gone

Turn myself away, never had a chance

So this lifestyle took a favourite dance

Tunnelvision brought me seeing from a stance

Now I'm left with the blood on my hands

You say, I'm dying

Why can't I speak to you (Now I'm left with the blood on my hands)

(This is nothing new)

Someone nice be living in a pure estate

Had to save up for all my problems, had to run away

Never see me shed a tear

Windows tinted on the wraith

Fakin' my expressions just so i can see your mightest face

But I'm broken inside

All of the love that you had for me died

When I saw my name upon that deadline'

Benz was all my love at the time

Never thought that I could end up like this

Fighting myself so I ball up my fist

Thinking bout' how I got stuck in this shit

I'm all alone, got nobody to miss

Yea, I've been ballin', I shoot n' I swish

But that don't make up for the love that I ditched

I loved her but I was determined on this

Isolation from myself and that's it

This is nothing new