LA in Two (orchestral)

When you're talking, I'm staring through thin air to nothing

When I wake up, I'm crawling right back in the covers

Maybe I'm scared of building up 'cause I won't jump in

You know I try, but I just don't think I can trust it

And part of me wants to stop

But this just ain't good enough

A generalized state of nothing' to lose

But what if I, what if I, what if I, what if I do?

And I'm terrified that I'll never choose, no

'Cause what if I, what if I, what if I, what if I do?

Maybe I'll cross that line one year when I'm makin' my move

I'm just tryna get to LA in two, but don't wanna go without you

And I'm terrified that I'm gonna lose, yeah

'Cause what if I, what if I, what if I do?

Fear of missing out makes me miss how it wasn't

Whenever I take my time, I'm wasting my resources

Livin' without you isn't really what I want, yeah?

And part of me wants to stop

'Cause what if I **** it up?

A generalized state of nothing' to lose

But what if I, what if I, what if I, what if I do?

And I'm terrified that I'll never choose, no

'Cause what if I, what if I, what if I, what if I do?

Maybe I'll cross that line one year when I'm makin' my move

I'm just tryna get to LA in two, but don't wanna go without you

And I'm terrified that I'm gonna lose, yeah

'Cause what if I, what if I, what if I do?

Tell me to give it up

'Cause when does this even stop?

Can't tell what feels right or wrong

I can't leave here if you won't go

A generalized state of nothin' to lose

But what if I, what if I, what if I do?

I'm terrified that I'll never choose

Yeah, what if I, what if I, what if I, what if I do?

Maybe I'll cross that line one year when I'm makin' my move

I'm just tryna get to LA in two, I don't wanna go without you

I'm terrified that I'm gonna lose, yeah

'Cause what if I, I, what if I do?