Lying (Next To You) (From "Songland")

I stick around ‘cause it’s familiar

But I’m just scrolling through pictures

Never thought that this bed could get bigger

It’s not the same

You don’t ask and I never say it

I got so good at fakin’

What’s the straw to finally break it?

We say I love you, but it doesn't sound the same

Ah-ooh

We’re caught in a wreck

Ah-ooh

And I made the mess

Staring in the mirror like I got two heads

‘Part of me saying we're not supposed to end

I could keep pretending but it ain't the truth

Cause I’ve been lying next to you

Oh I’ve been lying next to you

Let me in, what are you thinking?

I hate to see you hurt

So I deny that something is missing

And say I love you but that only makes it worse

Ah-ooh

What’d I expect?

Ah-ooh

Nevertheless, I’m

Staring in the mirror like I got two heads

‘Part of me saying we're not supposed to end

I could keep pretending but it ain't the truth

Cause I’ve been lying next to you

Is it a phase? Yeah

Or am I just crazy thinking that things might change?

Or am I just doing the same damn thing?

Staring in the mirror like I got two heads

‘Part of me saying we're not supposed to end

I could keep pretending but it ain't the truth

Cause I’ve been lying next to you

Yea I got my secrets and they’re hard to keep

Cause you keep lying next to me

Would it make a difference if I told the truth?

Would we still be strangers in this room?

Would I still be lying next to you?