open

It's gonna take some getting used to

Any attention from you

Cause I don't wanna make the wrong move

You know I care about us too

Naturally I'm nervous and I'm trying not to be

But then I start thinking if I let you in

You won't like what you see

It's making me quieter and quieter and quieter and quieter

I know it's not on purpose

It's actually more my fault than yours

But I feel like I don't deserve you

I'm still a little immature

It's only cause I think too much it gets so dark sometimes

And when you say you wanna get to know me

I'm convinced that it's a lie

It's making me quieter and quieter

More closed off more unsure

I'm giving you everything that I can give

And still I want to give you more

And there are things I haven't told you

About myself I can't afford to

Oh, I'm trying to be more open

But it's harder than you think

I never had a social life

I never knew what love was like

And I don't know what is wrong and what is right

I don't know what I'm still supposed to hide

I'm trying to be more open, be more open

But I can't let you inside

I'm trying to be more open, be more open

But I can't let you inside

I'm trying to be more open, be more open

But I can't let you inside

Oh I'm trying