If I’m Being Honest

Remember last week when I come home

3 in the morning, drunk off my mind

I told you that I loved you, that's a lie

Remember when we first met

And I told you you were the best I had, yeah?

Oh, I must admit that's a lie

And all these precious, precious moments

I wish you my deepest, my deepest condolescences

'Cause if I'm being honest

I break all my promises

And I can't ever, ever, ever, ever, ever pretend

And if I'm being honest

There's a weighing on my conscience

But I'd do it all, do it all over again

Oh, and even if I can't pay the price

I'll take what I want and I'd kiss you goodbye again

Ooh-oh-ooh

If I'm being honest

I'm not being honest

Same, same, same old me for speaking my truth

Where's your belief?

My heart's on my sleeve, is that a crime?

I should be ashamed of myself

And the cards that I drew, but I must concieve

There's no way back, now I've crossed the line

And all these precious, precious moments

I wish you my deepest, my deepest condolescences

'Cause if I'm being honest

I break all my promises

And I can't ever, ever, ever, ever, ever pretend

And if I'm being honest

There's a weighing on my conscience

But I'd do it all, do it all over again

Ooh-oh-ooh

And even if I can't pay the price

I'll take what I want and I'd kiss you goodbye again

Ooh-oh-ooh

If I'm being honest

I'm not being honest