Different

There's a hole in my stomach and my heart

And I don't know how to fill it

I let you go

Though we're only a couple miles apart

Yeah, I don't know

Where you're living

'Cause all you ever said to me, "I don't live far"

Too far way to hold but close enough to scar

And damn it's been a few, but do I still miss you?

Wish you and I were different

Too late for me to miss your touch

'Cause now you're way too distant

But close enough to mess me up

I'm holding onto something and I don't know what it is

Wish you and I were different

'Cause together we're too different to exist

Spent lonely nights

With lonely people I don't know

Just so I can let you go

But it ain't working

I miss your eyes

And that you were the life of all of my parties

Touching your soul and caressing your body

When you were hurting

I miss when we were driving, driving in your car

Now I still don't have a license but a broken heart

And damn it's been a few, but do I still miss you?

Wish you and I were different

Too late for me to miss your touch

'Cause now you're way too distant

But close enough to mess me up

I'm holding onto something and I don't know what it is

Wish you and I were different

'Cause together we're too different to exist

I've been tryna let you go

I've been tryna let you go, na-na-na

I've been tryna let you go

I've been tryna let you go, na-na-na

Been tryna let you go

I've been tryna let you go, na-na-na

I've been tryna let you go

'Cause together we're too different to exist

Wish you and I were different

Too late for me to miss your touch

'Cause now you're way too distant

But close enough to mess me up

I'm holding onto something and I don't know what it is

Wish you and I were different

'Cause together we're too different to exist