Jane

If my mother named me Jane

Wonder if I’d be the same

Would I fit inside this frame?

Take up all my empty space?

If my mother named me Jane

Could I love someone to stay?

Hold on tight without a break

Wish I thought of this in May

For so long

I told myself we were so wrong

Put us on a shelf

Then I searched for

You in someone else and found nothing

Said I moved on

But even I don’t believe it

I heard our song

Playing loud on the speakers

Trying to be strong

But it just made me weaker in the end

Maybe you won’t love me, cuz I’ve gone insane

But maybe you’d love Jane

If my mother named me Jane

I would never show up late

Never need to catch a plane

Never need to runaway

For so long

I told myself we were so wrong

Put us on a shelf

Then I searched for

You in someone else and found nothing

Said I moved on

But even I don’t believe it

I heard our song

Playing loud on the speakers

Trying to be strong

But it just made me weaker in the end

Maybe you won’t love me, cuz I’ve gone insane

Maybe you

My friend said I’m like a glass hammer

I bet Jane wouldn’t break under pressure

But when I saw you in November

I told myself I would do better, better for you

For so long

I told myself we were so wrong

Put us on a shelf

Then I searched for

You in someone else and found nothing

Said I moved on

But even I don't believe it

I heard our song

Playing loud on the speakers

Trying to be strong

But it just made me weaker in the end

Maybe you won’t love me

Cuz I’ve gone insane

You know I’ve gotta grow up

But you don't wanna wait

So find a better version

A version of me

Cuz maybe you’d love Jane