Better In My Head

I love in

Physical touch

I need it too much, at this point it's a habit

For me to

Go to his place

Then walk in with shame and wishing that hadn't

If I

Think that's what I really need then

Why

Do I feel bitter when I leave

'Cause I'll go to his place

Then walk in with shame and wish it never happened

I'm desperate

For someone just to hold me for a second

'Cause I get kinda lonely then regret

Spending nights in someone else's bed

When they wouldn't even notice if I left

I'm a mess when

I'm trading my emotions for attention

Giving up but that's not what I get

Maybe I should touch myself instead

'Cause they're always fu*king better in my head

Better in my he-he-head he-he-head he-he-he-head

Better in my he-he-head he-he-head he-he-he-head

I think that

Intimacy

Is all that I need, but it's so hard to find it

It's always

They're not into me

They tell me to leave, I'm constantly reminded (Oh, that)

That goodbye

Only means a new confession

25 and I'm still learning stupid lessons

Intimacy

Is all that I need, but how do you define it? (How do you define it?)

I'm desperate

For someone just to hold me for a second

'Cause I get kinda lonely then regret

Spending nights in someone else's bed

When they wouldn't even notice if I left

I'm a mess when

I'm trading my emotions for attention

Giving up but that's not what I get

Maybe I should touch myself instead

'Cause they're always fu*king better in my head (Always fu*king better in my)

Better in my he-he-head he-he-head he-he-he-head (Always fu*king better in my)

Better in my he-he-head he-he-head he-he-he-head

I go through the motions

I push then I pull him

I know I should just go to bed

Can't help that I'm hopeless

And know where it's going

But maybe just let me pretend

I'm desperate

For someone just to hold me for a second (Hold me for a second)

'Cause I get kinda lonely then regret (Regret)

Spending nights in someone else's bed

When they wouldn't even notice if I left (Oh)

I'm a mess when

I'm trading my emotions for attention (I'm trading my emotions)

Giving up but that's not what I get

Maybe I should touch myself instead

'Cause they're always fu*king better in my head

Better in my he-he-head he-he-head he-he-he-head (Always fu*king better in my)

Better in my he-he-head he-he-head he-he-he-head (They're always fu*king)

Better in my