歌词
My friends think they know me
They're used to the old me, mmm
In this big town, I'm still lonely sometimes
我的朋友们认为他们了解我
Wanna burn it down
他们只是熟悉从前的那个我
But there would be nobody left to hold me
在这个大城市我还是不时感到孤独
What if I screamed at the top of my lungs?
想将这感受焚烧殆尽
Acted like I had a gun?
但是没有人会抱抱我
Maybe then the world would notice that I'm not ok?
假如我声嘶力竭大声叫喊
I'm so ****in' sick of people acting like they see no evil
像个手持枪支的危险分子
If it ain't their kinda problem they just look away
或许那时世界才会注意到我感觉不好
'Cause they can't relate
我受够了人们对恶事视若无睹的样子
Emotional novocaine
如果不是关乎他们的问题他们就移开目光
Like painting on a smiley face
因为他们无法共情
On a bunch of mannequins
麻痹自我的情感
Wanna share my mental but it's not that simple
如同在一堆橱窗中的人体模特
'Cause they're gonna judge me even if they love me, love me, love me, mmm
的一张张笑脸上作画
Just tryna have a good time but I'm always the bad guy, yeah
想分享我的内心世界但却并不容易
I try to say that I'm fine but I'm such a bad bad liar
因为就算爱我的人也会对我评头论足
Bad liar
我只是试图好好生活却总像个坏掉的人
Losing sleep, losing me
想说我很好却装不出来
Guess I'm just hooked on the feeling
一个低劣的说谎者
Hella deep, need to breathe
无法入睡 迷失自我
Painting my thoughts on the ceiling
我想我只是陷入了这种感受
I've been thinking 'bout jumping off the deep end
陷得太深 亟需呼吸
I've been stuck inside the crib all weekend
在天花板上描绘我的想法
Eyes red man I think I'm low-key starting to see things
一直想跳出情绪的深渊
I don't wanna see nobody but this evening
整个周末把自己关在屋里
'Cause they can't relate
双眼通红 兄弟 我想把事情看淡
Emotional novocaine
除了今晚我不想见任何人
Like painting on a smiley face
因为他们无法共情
On a bunch of mannequins
麻痹自我的情感
I wanna share my mental but it's not that simple
如同在一堆橱窗中的人体模特
'Cause they're gonna judge me even if they love me, love me, love me, mmm
的一张张笑脸上作画
Just tryna have a good time but I'm always the bad guy, yeah
想分享我的内心世界但却并不容易
I try to say that I'm fine but I'm such a bad bad liar
因为就算爱我的人也会对我评头论足
Bad liar
我只是试图好好生活却总像个坏掉的人
Who could ever love a bad bad bad liar?
想说我很好却装不出来
Who could ever love a bad bad bad liar?
一个低劣的说谎者
How could anybody ever love a bad liar?
谁能爱一个如此低劣的说谎者呢
How could anybody ever love a full bad liar?
谁能呢
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