歌词
Drowning myself every night
每个晚上我都尝试着杀死自己
Me versus me has always been my biggest fight
将我自己抹杀一直都是我最棘手的战斗
I've been so confused for so long
我已经困惑了这么久
And the answers always seem so far out of sight
而这些答案永远看起来那么远，超出我的视界
So I fill it up, fill it up one more time
所以我一次一次的将它填满
So when everything is wrong at least I still feel right
所以当一切都是个错误，至少我还觉得是正确的
I'm in the tunnel but I can't see the light
我就在隧道里，但我看不到一丝亮光
I just want to feel whole again
我只想再一次感到我还是个完整的人
So I can let you in
所以我放你进来我的心中
I just want to feel whole again
我只想再感受一次
I just want to feel whole
我只想补全人格
Oh where is my self control?
哦，我控制我自己的手柄呢？
Where is my self control?
它去哪儿了？
I've been thinking this could be the end of me
我早就知道这大概就是我的结局
Who is this person in the mirror I see?
镜子里我看到的人是谁？
I have come so far, thought I was so strong
我走了这么远，我自以为我很强壮
The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long
事实是那么久以来我只是一贯的蒙骗自己
I never thought this would be me
我从没想过我会是这个模样
But now I'm on the verge of self destruction
但我现在正处于自我毁灭的边缘
How could this happen to me?
它怎么会发生在我身上？
I've never been the type to run from anything, run from anything
我向来不是那种逃避一切的人，从来不是
So sick and tired of wondering where my morals have gone
我受不了了，我厌倦了我的道德
My father didn't raise me to become this
我老爸都没这样教过我
Where did I go wrong?
我到底哪里出错了？
There is not much left of me
我时辰不多
I can't feel the ground beneath my feet
我离地而起
There is not much left of me
什么都没剩下
I let everyone around me down
我让身边的人都失望了
And now I'm headed to the bottom of the bottle
现在我要钻到瓶底去
Just to block out the sound
让瓶子挡住那些声音吧
God I need you now!
上帝啊我急需你的帮助！
I've been thinking this could be the end of me
我早就知道这大概就是我的结局
Who is this person in the mirror I see?
镜子里我看到的人是谁？
I have come so far, thought I was so strong
我走了这么远，我自以为我很强壮
The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long
事实是那么久以来我只是一贯的蒙骗自己
This is my vice, this is me weak
这是我的缺点，这是我的弱点
I need your love to erase this doubt
我需要你的爱给我力量消除这些疑惑
I need your hand to pull me out
我需要你伸手将我从淤泥里拉出
Sometimes I feel like I will never learn
有时我觉得我无可救药
Because the bottle's always there when I have nowhere else to turn
因为每当我走投无路，那个瓶子总是在那
Will I ever learn? Will I ever learn?
我还有救吗？我会学到教训吗？
I take another sip
我又喝了一口
The dark room that I'm in becomes dimly lit
我走进的这个黑屋子愈发昏暗
This can't be all there is
这还远远不够呢
I've been thinking this could be the end of me
我早就知道这大概就是我的结局
Who is this person in the mirror I see?
镜子里我看到的人是谁？
I have come so far, thought I was so strong
我走了这么远，我自以为我很强壮
The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long
事实是那么久以来我只是一贯的蒙骗自己
And the only one to blame is me
全都怪我
Who have I become?
我变成了什么样子？
This is my desperate shout
这是我绝望的嚎叫
Pull me out!
给我搭把手！
Pull me out!
把我救出去！
God I need you now!
上帝啊救救我！
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