Pinball Map

As I aim for that bright white day

Conflict serum is my aura

It seems that life's so fragile

I guess I'll fly some other time

I lack from superhighway thoughts

Live as long as the city lights

Soaked by underwater times

Electric splash on a midnight drive

Wish I could rape the day

Just something radical

Lost the sense of sweet things

Who's gonna take me widely?

Guided by the pinball map

The driver still unknown to me

Who was sent to glorify?

Before injected by his common pride

Sometimes

I don't belong

Release me from your world

Pacified by the small things in life

I wait for earthquakes to rearrange

Never been able to use the force

I only have it read to me

Despite all misguided faith

I'll find a place in this mess

Wish I could rape the day

Just something radical

Lost the sense of sweet things

Who's gonna take me widely?

Guided by the pinball map

The driver still unknown to me

Who was sent to glorify?

Before we injected by his common pride

Early morning moments

A glimpse of joy

But soon it's over and

I return to dust

As I try to be

Everything and everyone

I shrivel up and waste away

Wish I could rape the day

Just something radical

Lost the sense of sweet things

Who's gonna take me widely?

Guided by the pinball map

The driver still unknown to me

Who was sent to glorify?

Before we injected by his common pride