Lost In a Day

I can't control when

I was afraid

So far away, from any choice

I have Here in this day,

I continue to fear

Simple as

I am, It's always on my mind

Somewhere inside, a voice is heard

To remind me that

I have lost control

I have lost my will, to continue this way

With every waking breath,

I decide...

How I live my life is far from normal days

See my downward fall, and allow me to lie

Somewhere inside, a voice is heard

To remind me that

I have lost control

I give into my life, and color it with black

I listen to my heart, and hear nothing

If every day is cold, and the skies have turned to gray

Only then will

I be happy with this pain

I have come to realize, my trials are before me

These are the rules set forth, to be lost in a day

I can't control when

I was afraid

So far away, from any choice

I have Here in this day,

I continue to fear

Simple as

I am, to be lost in a day