歌词
When I close my eyes and I try to sleep
当我闭上双眼尝试入睡
The weight of the world falls down on me
整个世界仿佛都压倒在我身上
It's all a part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
这些都是我噩梦的一部分，
Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
我噩梦的一部分
无生气地躺在床上，被自己的情绪感染
Sick, inside of bed, infected with the feelings
呆望着天花板好像我的梦想都列在了那上面
Staring up like my dreams were projected on the ceiling
我知道，名利皆为我所追求之物
I can see it, I want the money and the fame too
人们总说即使你得到它们也要勿忘本心
They told me when you get it, never let it change you
最终我活出了一切我想变成的样子
And finally I've morphed into everything I tried to be
讽刺的是所有人都在紧盯我的言行
The ****ing irony is everybody's got their eye on me
整个社会都变成了我的对立面
Society quickly became my rivalry
我如同坠入深渊，怀疑开始侵蚀我的身心
Driving me off the deep end, then doubt starts to creep in
我的世界从此不再有晴天。我需要朋友吗？
Fairweather, they're never there, do I need friends? We eating
那些酒肉朋友在杯盘狼藉之后还剩下几个呢？
But will they stick around when the feast ends?
当我炙手可热之时你们都说爱我
You say you love me when it's glitter and gold
但人走茶凉以后还有人来拯救我的灵魂吗
But when it's bitter and cold, would you deliver my soul?
噢，只是将我割裂然后抛弃而已
Oh, just cut me out the picture and roll?
虚伪的爱造就了我自食的苦果，我怀疑自己浪费了全部的生命
Love is pain and it's taking its toll, feel like I've wasted my whole life
一直去追寻那些不值一文的垃圾
Always working, searching for some shit
希望过上完美的生活，可是世上从来就没有什么完美
Trying to live a life that's perfect when perfect don't exist
当我闭上双眼努力让自己入睡
世界崩塌让我背负难以承受的重量
When I close my eyes and I try to sleep
这都是我噩梦的一部分
The weight of the world falls down on me
我噩梦的一部分
It's all just a part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
我穷尽一生去追逐我的梦
Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
但是每个美梦最后都变成了
Spent my whole life chasing after dreams
我噩梦的一部分
But every dream turns out to be
噩梦的一部分
Just a part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
救救我，我已经没法挣扎
Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
能否让我相信我是他人模样
而不是这个失去梦想的瘾君子，
Help me, no, I can't help myself
每天瘫在桌子上直到他尖叫着说，“给我来一口”
Help me to believe that I'm somebody else
该死的，这算什么生活？
Not some ****ing addict who can't dream 'cause his habits
你又听到了那个孩子在今天死去了，对吧？
Are chopped up on a table till he screams, "let me have it"
我掏空自己这点该死的胆子只是想让你明白
**** it, what's a life anyway, huh?
我已经是个鬼了，一个幽灵，不再是一个人了
You hear about that kid who died again today, huh?
为什么我不敢说出来？他们只会说我疯了
I'd pull my ****ing guts out just to make you understand
但当他们放起这首歌，他们就会明白这种痛苦......
That I've become a ghost, I am a ghost, I'm not a man
这到底是怎么了？我是谁？
Why can't I ****ing say it? They'd say that I'm insane
生命如此漫长，我想要......
But in a song they'll play it 'cause they understand the pain
宽恕我吧，别把我遗弃，相信你可以给我救赎
What the **** is going on? Who am I?
这不过是一首歌，我只是用这些无尽的词句来宣泄
Life is just so ****ing long, I wanna...
最终我还是输给了这个世界吧
Forgive me, don't forget me, believe you can protect me
亲爱的神啊，你忘记了你的孩子吗？
It's just a song, I'm venting with the verse that's never-ending
当我闭上双眼设法去睡觉
And I have finally lost, the world has finally won
世界的重量全都压在了我的身上
Dear God, did you forget your son?
这全都是我噩梦的一部分
我噩梦的一部分
When I close my eyes and I try to sleep
穷尽一生追其梦
The weight of the world falls down on me
美梦结束后却不是清醒
It's all a part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
那是噩梦的一部分
Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
那是我噩梦的开始
Spent my whole life chasing after dreams
我没法解释，不知为何我还在尝试
But every dream turns out to be
入梦前我还在祈祷，至少让我能够体面地死去
Just a part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
当我对着镜子打招呼时，我不能直视自己的双眼
Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
镜子内外的人都为对方感到羞耻
我的内心始终无法平静，也许有些事最好是沉默以对
Can't find a reason why, don't know why I even try
我需要的是一些指引呢，还是将这一切都毁灭
I pray when I sleep at night, so at least I'll die a decent guy
我处在崩溃的状态，不再寻求帮助
When I look in the mirror and say hi, I can't look me in the eye
太多的自我怀疑让我失去理智，你能帮我一把吗？
We're both ashamed of the guy on the other side
恐惧编织的牢笼将我自己困在其中
Can't find my peace and quiet, some things are better left in silence
漫无目的地寻找救赎时常使我消沉
It's me who needs some guidance, or maybe what I need is violence
好像我也没法解释，不知为何我还在挣扎
When I'm having a meltdown, can't ask for help now
这些恶魔，他们让我每晚睡不着，毁灭我所有的梦，将我蚕食直到死亡
Got so much self-doubt that I weird myself out, can you help out?
去它的吧，我也没啥好说的了
So many selfish phobias like self-inflicted loneliness
我们终有一死
Sometimes I get so low in this empty search for holiness
每天都可能是糟糕的一天
Can't seem to find a reason why, I don't know why I even try
最终我选择被愤怒淹没，一言不发
These demons, they won't let me sleep at night, they're killing my dreams, they need me to die
But **** it, I got nothing left to say
We're all gonna die anyway
Shit could happen to me any day
I just spit thirty-two and didn't say a damn thing
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