Vendetta

i know my uses i have my pride

but my heart is still untamed

i learned my lessons i've conquered death

i go on and i'm unashamed

i'll paint your bones to match my eyes

they're the darkest i have ever seen

until i'm lucid, i can't be told

i know my voices they tell me to believe

another ****ing accident out of control

all the attitudes will never change

my imitations are leading the way

i can't accept that i still don't find this strange

in light of my ability to feel denial

i walk away from everything with just a smile

the agony of coming home has gone away

it's everywhere it's everyone it's every day

i beg your pardon i'm out of the way

a new conspiracy has taken my place

so over and over, i smell the decay

believe what you want to the cycle stays the same

in light of my ability to undermine

i walk away from apathy i'm feeling fine

the agony of cynicism beckons me

it's everywhere it's everyone it's everything

let's - pretend - we're not at the end

pretend - that we have nothing left