歌词
Agony
I'm sorry I haven't talked to you in so long.
I feel I've been lost, no bearings, no compass.
I kept crashing into things, a little crazy, I guess.
I've never been lost before.
You were my true north.
I could always steer for home when you were my home.
Forgive me for being so angry when you left.
I still think some mistake's been made and I'm waiting for God to take it back.
But I'm doing better now.
The work helps me.
撕破我现在所有的伪装
勉强支撑着我最后模样
其实我也没有什么好想
大不了沉入醉酒的想象
然后要告别最后的沧桑
总是拼凑着剩下的日子
组装完成还是暗无天日
我脱下了仅有的一层皮
谁说昨天只是一个名词
独自面对房间里的空气
是嘲笑是争执
是玩笑结束后的自私自利
是罪恶是无知
是时间暂停后的悄无声息
是遗憾是孤僻
是被迫分开后的散漫无纪
然后躲进被子里开始哭泣
我难过我后悔
我哪怕死去换来望穿秋水
我自责我宿醉
我只能看着你消失在田野
我内疚我虚伪
我无法抬头看着犯下的罪
I'm sorry I didn' t try harder to find the words to tell you what I was feeling.
I'm sorry I never fixed the screen door.
I fixed it now. I'm sorry I ever fought with you.
I'm sorry I didn' t apologize more.
I was too proud.
I'm sorry I didn't bring you more complement on everything you wore and every way you fixed your hair.
悲哀充斥着我无时无刻
想过有你可以带来快乐
抹去的可能也只是颜色
睡梦中醒来只有我一个
徘徊不下的我还是忐忑
也许我会变得高深莫测
回忆往事还是变得温热
我以为我们是天造地设
时间却让我们喜怒哀乐
可惜现在已经千沟万壑
想放弃想努力
想用最后的话吐完一口气
想离开想自闭
想用全力改变一切去逃避
想快乐想停止
想把失去的全部得到珍惜
if we fight
that the walls we built so hight have fallen so low
oh oh
I'm sorry I didn't hold on to you with so much strength that even God couldn't pull you away.
All my love.G