Believe In Us

In the beginning it was fat blunts, a whole lot of laughs

Pursuit of happiness, so we spent a lot of cash

Grew in company, not even trying to get the ass

Best summer in my life, I wish it could last

But that was the past, baggage chasing me

On both of us, we weathered the storm faithfully

I don’t know where maturity is taking me

My heart been aching me, it feel like lately we been

Growing apart, I wanted to stay the same

Can’t let old age, come in and change the game

Even change your name, acknowledge all my claims

But who put out the flames, they say true love is pain

I’m ignorant to your feelings, you need ***ual healing but

I’m numb inside, I can’t figure out the void

So I laid here annoyed, and oi, have I destroyed the only one I trust

There’s only one of us

I ain’t been the same since the day Karim died

For seven days and nights I cried, inside

Cause I prophesize, still got love, I feel guilt

But that’s spoilt milk and I’m boyish built

I feel bad when you think I’m mad for no reason

Feel like I’m making a path for you leaving

Cause my attitude’s without gratitude, I ain’t mad at you

I just wish I could afford us a pad or two

See I’m Kate Black for you, I’m Ronald Ardley

Cause even if I die, I will always come back for you

I’m the lesser half of you, you the backbone

That keep the tracks warm, proud to be, Mrs. Antwan

I respect that, I just can’t show it in the ways I want to

So I hope I don’t blow it

That’s the life of a poet, a chess game or stress made

Baby I want to give you less pain

I’ll admit responsibility is a bit much, fatherhood

Being a provider when you ****** up

Want to give my kids everything, you a bigger wedding ring

I’m looking at collections in cut-off notices

The reason I’m exposing this is anxiety

If I don’t express it, my soul will just die in me

Even though I murder these microphones I’m still past due

So I’m taking out a title loan

My black thoughts are rooted in harmony

You got a part of me for all of my brutal honesty

It bothers me, to see us drifting

So I had to spit you something uplifting

The night’s getting darker, the day’s getting brighter

Reminiscing on the times when we were much tighter

Love supersedes you, everything I need

Together we achieve, hold my hand if you believe