I Just Wanna Die

I finally look to paint a picture of my whole life

And for me to end it would be so nice

Somebody driving on this back street

So i could leave my ************t all on the back seat

Cause i dont love my life no more

So i dont wanna fight no more

I felt this way before but it died out

So i shot my ******* eye out

Nobody understands me help

But i dont understand my self

I always find myself bein trapped

And my drugs that i take so im at

That point in my mother******* life

Where i dont wanna live a ******* lie

I just wanna die

I just wanna die

Die

I just wanna die

Die

Lets go on a journey

Boldly go where no man has gone before

Buckle up and lets take a ride

I want you to watch me commit suicide

Were headed for a place in a dark land

In desperate search of that dark man

But dont you move keep it right there

I wanna bring you smooth into my nigh*******are

Dont be afraid of watching life bleed

Explore my every thought, come out and sightsee

Theres no man alive, that can promise breath

But once we arrive, i can promise death

And now were headed for the crossroads

Gettin deeper in the lost coves

And once we arrive

Close your mother******* eyes

Cause im about to die

Will wake up

What, what, what, what man?

Damn you aint been listenin man?

This ************t is real, man, i dont give a ******* will, you payin attention

Just drive *******, damn?

You listenin, will its goin down, right ******* now

I put the pistol to my temple

See the bullet in the chamber

****ed it back and out of anger

I pulled the crack, see the shells jump out the side

Now im fallin back, im seein faces but theyre all in black

Im hearin sounds but i cant hear

Im seein pictures in my head but they aint clear

My every picture flashed at full speed

And now im feelin like im loosin my grips on all reality

But my realitys a battle g

And i was tired of havin talks with myself about mentality

End it all i stand tall

Apparently i wasnt patient enough to hear the man call

So now i leave myself to strive or die

But ive lost all my hopes inside

And i just wanna die

Yo will wake the ******* up

What, what, what, man, damn?

Man im talkin about killin myself man

Wanna kill yourself?

Thats right i dont give a *******

Right? what you think im playin

Argument,gunshot,car crash...