Close the Door

Damn

All the progress climbing

When you lookin back remember times that were forgetten yeah

I used to skate around in public

Now I drive the whip around the places I grew up it's

Such a change when reflecting on the past

Bu remember not to latch onto any of what happened

Yeah

Instead I use it as a tool for any current situation hope I learned a thing or two

An old soul so much wisdom for my youth

Things were so damn different used to kick it with the crew

After school

Smoke a blunt up in the woods and get some food

Not a worry in the world until that one day

I talk about it all the time was the blunt laced

Had so many thoughts up in my mind I never gotten any closure

And it's been so many years I gotta let it go

Because answer never show no it ain't gotten any closer, damn

Oh well I guess the time flies don't it

Circle through the fights in my mind that you don't remember having

Man I feel like you prioritize so much other that your family

Or just your own wife though it's

Your life so I keep to myself

Never had a father figure I just speak to myself so

I guess we so damn different

And you will never change so we so damn distant

And I wonder if you proud of me

And I could ask I mean you live in the same house as me but it ain't worth it

******* no purpose

And you never supported til you thought that you could earn a little money from it

At least that's how I took it

And I just wanna get a bunch of cash

And buy my mom a house I think you don't deserve it

And all the years all the fights all the yelling

You never gone apologize ain't nothing you can tell me, damn

Here I go again

Another worthless song I know that yal won't even hear the words at all

But first of all

I gotta show my love for anybody

Who stood by me through anxiety the hurt the fall but

When you fall then you learn to walk

You pick yourself right off the ground and wipe the dirt up off and

Move on like the words to my song

And if you tripping on the past it's time you learn to evolve and

That includes me people do the same things

**** a grudge though remove all of the shitty energy

Yeah I make music but you shouldn't Idolize me

We remain humans make mistakes role model not me yeah

We the same what I'm trying to say

Only difference is my brain can make the pain into pages

Of lyrics written on paper it's something you could relate to

You not alone there's so many others who feeling the same as you damn