HIGHSCHOOL

Highschool in class think of dropping out

But that be somethin I could never really talk about

Everybody always said it ain't an option how

I could walk up in the office sign the doc and bounce

Cuz 9th grade when the drama would rise up out

The ******' ground like a zombie I'd walk around

And people eye me down

It's like they talk about me without givin a **** bout what they talk about

Said I been feeling like I got nobody by my side

While I be all up on my grind through early mornin late a night

And I ain't tryna justify ****, can't provide with empty pockets

Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will ******' stop

I grew up around an abundance of

Preppy motha ****** never been one of em

So because I wasn't conforming

Didn't play sports or listen to the stuff they bump

Or rock the **** they rock, or talk the way they talk

I was an easy target so they always picking on me

I had to brush it off like a dusty mop

I let it slide givin time Ida got fed up

Cuz I be walking in the hallway hearin this **** all day

There's a limit that come with the **** that y'all say

People callin' me a ****** for rappin and tellin' me

To kill myself like it don't even matter

One day I said **** it, threw a middle finger up

At one the bullies on the bus when I was walkin way from it

At first I was pissed that I been learnin to live with

These people telling me that I ain't worthy of ****

Said I been feelin' like I got nobody by my side

While I be all up on my grind through early morning late a night

And I ain't tryna justify ****, can't provide with empty pockets

Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will ******' stop

Said I been feeling like I got nobody by my side

While I be all up on my grind through early morning late a night

And I ain't tryna justify ****, can't provide with empty pockets

Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will ******* stop

Then a year later same deal but I started to smoke

Chillin' with my homies turned into us tryna get stoned

Fridays were the days we would always wanna

Buy eights so we get high then buy food to keep us full

I was smokin' for a minute I dont know how often

But my mom knew I was so it was causin problems

I would always call her out like no your wrong

It's not a big ****** deal I can do what I want

And I regret that ****, soon enough a bad experience

Put me in depression wishin it would just end

Used to wonder was it dust but it probably wasn't

Coulda been that it was strong **** that I couldn't **** with

So I quit, 'bout 2 years later started smoking again

And the same **** happened

Landed me in therapy the first time around thankfully was already

In a better program at the school the people there for me pushed for that

So I would go to class in the afternoon until Im done and graduate

All I have to say

That Ida made it too far just to throw it all away and thats the thing

Yeah we all feel lost sometimes but Im back up on the path I made

Don't give a **** what you have to say

Making music and improving on my craft can be challenging

But I'm trying hard thats the key

Said I been feeling like I got nobody by my side

While I be all up on my grind through early morning late a night

And I ain't tryna justify ****, can't provide with empty pockets

Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will ******* stop

Said I been feeling like I got nobody by my side

While I be all up on my grind through early morning late a night

And I ain't tryna justify ****, can't provide with empty pockets

Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will ******* stop