歌词
Backwards on the front lawn, say I'm alright
躺在草坪上 自言自语 我没事
But it's all wrong, no I'm not fine
但所有事全都不对了 其实我根本不好
Shaking like a fault line
世界 颤动得 像断层线
I'm a fault, right? Yeah
我就是个错误 不是吗
Only happy when I'm recognised online
只有在网上冲浪时能找点些许开心
I've gotta quit wasting my time
我得停止 浪费光阴
Gotta quit chasing your lie
我得 放弃 追随你的谎言
Getting high all night
需要在我所处的夜晚 保持兴奋
I can't stay high for my whole life, yeah
我无法 一直让我自己 保持乐观
But I will try
但我将尽力去尝试
Everybody knows that it's my fault
人人都明白 这是我自讨苦吃
That I fell asleep on the sidewalk
瘫睡在人行道上
No sleepwalking
却不是因为梦游
Too ****ed up for talking
交谈这种东西 太蛋了
Pretty soon being I'll be an outline made of chalk (yeah, yeah)
迅速地 我变成只是一种可以随意抹去的虚无轮廓
I'm gonna die soon
人快不活了
And when I do
到时候
I hope that you know it's not about you
希望你能知道 这其实与你无关
Turns out I didn't know enough about you
事实是 原来是我不够了解你
Turns out the world don't revolve around you
世界也不是围绕着你转的（这里的你 是自己)
But in my head everything's bad
每件事都那么糟糕
Everything's wrong
每件事 都是错的
Everything's sad
每件事 都那么悲哀
Been way too long I felt like that
这种想法持续了很长一段时间
Pandemic vibes, miss Mom and Dad
想念父母的感觉 总是浮现
And the little lost pleasures I once had
和他们在一起的时光 是我曾经拥有过的唯一快乐
Is the measure in my life really my stacks?
难道衡量生活的标准 是靠我赚的累计的钱吗
Whether or not you're better off in my bed
不管怎样 此时你睡在我旁边 我就心满意足
I want to love, what a treasure, and clear my head
我渴望去爱 这是一件珍宝 可以清除我内心的烦忧
So get the **** away from me if
离开就请离开得果断
This isn't where you want to be then
如果这不是你想要待的地方
Just go ahead and you can leave
走吧 你可以离我而去
And when this's all over then you can be free
一切到此为止 你得到了自由
I don't really understand my thoughts
我也不清楚我的真实想法
And it's all my fault when it's clearly not
头脑不清醒时 一切就像是我的错
Every time we talk I test my luck
我试试运气 与你交谈
Then I ****ed this up, who would have thought? (yeah)
最后我搞砸了这一切 谁会料想到呢
Backwards on the front lawn, say I'm alright
躺在草坪上 自我安慰道 我没事
But it's all wrong, no I'm not fine
但所有事全都不对了 其实我根本不好
Shaking like a fault line
世界 颤动得 像断层线
I'm a fault, right? Yeah
我就是个错误 不是吗
Only happy when I'm recognised online
只有在网上冲浪时能找点些许开心
I've gotta quit wasting my time
我得停止 浪费光阴
Gotta quit chasing your lie
我得 放弃 追随你的谎言
Getting high all night
需要在我所处的夜晚 保持兴奋
I can't stay high for my whole life, yeah
我无法 一直让我自己 保持乐观
But I will try
但我将尝试
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