Fade

I can't believe I got as far as I have without the help that you said you'd give me

Different life and I might be thanking you for sticking with me

But I guess that it's all for the best, mom was correct

I been cursed since seventeen but since my birth I've been blessed

Now I have to go and get these feelings off of my chest

Hasn't made the feeling better but it's bringing in checks

Every day is a struggle and every night is a test

I know one day I will blow up, it just ain't happened yet

I just stay in my home when all homies already left

They chasing dreams or chasing knowledge, just acquiring debt

And they only come around when they see you at your best

And I'm sorry that I yelled, I'm just so ****ing upset

I'm so tired of feeling like I'm just wasting my breath

Like I'm screaming at a being that I ain't never met

Like God above abandoned me, He knows I'm a threat, yeah

Maybe when I'm judged I'll find some solace in death, what

I know you don't need me

Would you please just let me down easy?

When you leave, what do you do?

It's obvious it meant nothing to you

Couldn't care less, I see right through you

When I'm alone I think of you

You know I'm just a person, we get what we deserving

I'll show that art is burden, now that I been deserted

Didn't say that I'm perfect, didn't even say I'm worth it

I just thought that maybe you'd give a **** that I'm clearly hurting

Working on a different version of who I was

I gave everything I have, it seems it's never enough

[?] with the homies going out of our minds

[?] and someone's gone and got me down in my prime

I can't believe I got as far as I have without you there, you never cared

And I knew it, I blew it, it's so ****ing rare

To find a genuine love that when you [?] you know that it's real

But I'm better off alone, I'm gonna die on a hill

Confined in my head, all I want is all I need

But in the end I always seem to get the better of me

And I can tell you got somewhere better to be

In the end I know there's always someone better than me, cool

I know you don't need me

Would you please just let me down easy?

When you leave, what do you do?

It's obvious it meant nothing to you

Couldn't care less, I see right through you

When I'm alone I think of you

You know I'm just a person

I'll show that art is burden

I'll show the art is burning

Now that I've been deserted, ay, yeah