歌词
Just let me down
让我失落吧
Don't let me down gently
别让我逐渐低迷就好
Just let me down
让我失落吧
Don’t let me down gently
别让我逐渐低迷就好
I feel so alone these days
近来 我感到无比孤独
Lost myself along this way
一路迷失到底
If it gets worse then I might need change
如果情况变得更糟 我便可能需要改变
Does anybody out there feel the same?
是否有人与我同感？
I just wanna go back to the world I was livin' in
我只愿回到曾经所在的那个世界
Back when I wasn't focused on the money or the dividends
回到不专注于金钱与名利之时
Back when life was so simple, but right now I been drownin’
回到简单朴素的生活 但现在我已被淹没
Yeah, my circle gets smaller with every comma
我的圈子每加一个逗号就会缩小
Had to cut off some people, don't want the drama
只得切断与一些人的联系 不想要一切变得戏剧化
All the snakes in my path and they're so dishonest
所有的蛇挡住了我的道路 他们是如此不诚实
Tried to give em a plate but they're in my pockets
尝试给他们一个盘子 但他们在我的口袋里
I don't want this
我不想要这一切
I don't want this life
我不愿再忍受这般生活了
Sometimes I want off this ride
有时我不愿启程
Sometimes I don't even wanna try
有时我甚至不愿尝试
Sometimes I'm—
有时我——
Searchin’ for answers that I’d never get
寻找永远得不到的答案
Like why was it so hard to try to exist?
比如 为何努力生存如此之难？
Why was it better when I was a kid?, when I saw traumas I'd try to forget-
为什么我小时候的生活比现在更好？当我看到创伤时 我会努力忘记—
Man I was 13 when I saw my mom get choked out, call 911 then I broke down
我13岁的时候亲眼看到我妈妈被掐死 打911后我崩溃了
Got too much pain, never wrote down
承受太多痛苦 却从未动笔记录
Let it built ’till that breakdown backstage in London
让它在伦敦后台建造直到崩溃
Hard to predict when the pain is comin'
很难预测疼痛何时来临
Push it all down 'till I can not stomach it
压住自己的情绪 直到我再也无法忍受
Cannot run from it, down 'till everything hurts
不能逃避 直到万物皆痛我心
I don’t wanna think that it might get worse
我不愿想象这一切可能变得更糟
'Cause if it gets worse I don't know what'll happen
因为如果情况变得更糟 我不知道会发生什么
I might end up hurtin' me 'till my pulse flattens
我可能会停止伤害自己 直到我的脉搏变平
Until then I'm focused on all of my passions, I'm losin' my way
在那之前 我专注于我所有的激情 以至于迷失了方向
Lost in my mind now
现在 我迷失在思绪里
I don't know, but my head hurts
我一切未知 但我的头很痛
I'm not gettin' better
我没有好转
I'm not changin'
我没有改变
Drownin' in the deep end
淹没于无尽的尽头
Voices callin', I can see them
有人在呼唤 我能看见他们
I've been drownin' in the deep end
我本淹没于无尽的尽头
Voices callin', I can see them
有人在呼唤 我能看见他们
Anxiety ridden
忧心忡忡
That's how I been livin'
我就是这样生活的
Distract myself that's why I been driven
分散我的注意力 这便是我被驱使的原因
I don't wanna think about the things that make me weak
我不愿去回忆那些让我软弱的事情
Down this rabbit hole till I can leave
在这个兔子洞里等我离开
Down until my brain feels obsolete
直到我的大脑感到过时
Wish I didn't view the world so bleak
但愿我没有把世界看得那么凄凉
Always wear my issues on my sleeves, like
总是把我的问题穿在袖子上 比如
You think that you're on the right path 'till one thing goes wrong and your vision goes black
你认为你走的是正确的道路 直到有一件事出了问题 你的视野一片昏暗
Your body goes numb and you think on the past
你的身体会麻木 你会想起过去
You think on your life and when things all went bad
当一切都变糟的时候 想想你的生活
It follows no matter the place
不管在什么地方 它都会跟随着你
Changin' location just picks up the pace
改变地点只会加快速度
Thought it'd be safe when I sold out a stage
我以为卖光剧场的票会很安全
That's when the demons caught up to the race
那时候恶魔们赶上了比赛
Grip me by the neck and then pulled me back down again
抓住我的脖子 然后又把我拉下来
Seein' childhood traumas that I relive
看到我经历的童年创伤
I was half asleep at like 12 AM
我在凌晨12点半就睡着了
Sisters ex boyfriend breakin' in
姐姐的前男友闯入
He beat up my sister, I wanted to murder him
他打了我姐姐 我想杀了他
But I was too young to be hurtin' him
但我还太小 不能伤害他
That's not rage any child should feel
这不是任何孩子都应该感到的愤怒
That's not pain that ever does heal
那不是可以治愈的痛苦
Lost and I'm losin my mental
我失去了理智
I'm thinkin' this life is another cruel riddle-
我觉得这生活就是另一个我永远解决不了的—
That I'll never solve
残酷的谜
Dealin' with issue that I can't resolve
处理我无法解决的问题
When things lookin' up I just wait for the fall
当事情好转的时候 我只是在等待坠落
Scared that it's holdin' me back, wanna move on but I'm chained to the past
害怕让我退缩 我想继续前进 但被过去束缚住了
This prison depression, I'm on the attack
这个监狱抑郁症 我正受到攻击
That's why I been stuck in this trap, yeah
所以我被困在这个陷阱里
Don't wanna complain, but I never wanna step foot on stage
我不想抱怨 但也从不想踏上舞台
Every time I do I relive pain
每次我这样做 都会重新体验痛苦
'Cause I got sad songs so ingrained
因为我的悲伤歌曲如此根深蒂固
I relive all of my scars and how I got 'em
我重温了我所有的伤疤以及我是怎么拥有它们的
It's revealin' me
这是对我的报复
Relive all the worst parts of my life and It's been killin' me
重温我生命中最糟糕的部分 它已经杀了我
Lost in my mind now
现在 我迷失在思绪里
I don't know, but my head hurts
我一切未知 但我的头很痛
I'm not gettin' better
我没有好转
I'm not changin'
我没有改变
Drownin' in the deep end
淹没于无尽的尽头
Voices callin', I can see them
有人在呼唤 我能看见他们
I've been drownin' in the deep end
我本淹没于无尽的尽头
Voices callin', I can see them
有人在呼唤 我能看见他们
Drownin' in the deep end
淹没于无尽的尽头
Voices callin', I can see them
有人在呼唤 我能看见他们
I've been drownin' in the deep end
我本淹没于无尽的尽头
Voices callin', I can see them
有人在呼唤 我能看见他们
Just let me down
让我失落吧
Don't let me down gently
别让我逐渐低迷就好
Just let me down
让我失落吧
Don't let me down gently
别让我逐渐低迷就好
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