歌词
A cynic, I'm hopeless, I'm broken
我是悲观者 毫无希望 破碎不堪
There is no light inside of me
心中已无光亮
I'm tired, I'm restless, I'm lonesome
我精疲力尽 心神不定 孤独一人
But I can never sleep
但这样的我 却无法入眠
My mind plays games when I'm alone now
一人守孤之时 头脑玩弄着我
You said the worst things to get inside my head
你说出最伤人的话语 只为进入我脑海中
Intoxication takes control now
酒精将我控制
Self-medication takes its grip
自我治疗又把我拉回
I'm crawling on the floor
我艰难爬行于地板
(Take deep breaths, your heart is racing)
（深呼吸 你心越跳越快）
There's clawing at the door
门上传来抓挠声
Oh God, don't let 'em take me
上帝啊 别让他们将我抓去
Now I have to find a way out
现在我得要寻找出路
I have to find my voice
我得要寻找我的本音
I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me
快要对那些百害而无一利的想法感到麻木
When I'm completely numb, a darkness takes me
当我麻木不仁之时 黑暗将我带去
I turn into someone I hate completely
将我变成我厌恶的人
It's me against the world
我与世界为敌
(Take cover, you cannot fix me)
（找掩体 你无法治疗我）
Just throw me to the wolves
将我扔到山中狼之间吧
I'm a victim of self-pity
我就是自怜的受害者
Now I have to find a way out
现在我得寻找出路
I have to find my voice
我得寻找自己的本音
I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me
快对这些不好的思想感到厌倦
Now I have to find a way back
现在我得寻找回去的路
I have to make a choice
得要做出自己的选择
I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me
我永远不会让我面前的一切黯淡
I've given up
我放弃了
I'm in for a lifetime of second guessing everything that I've become
这样做是为猜疑我变成的那些模样
My mind plays games when I'm alone
一人守孤之时 头脑玩弄着我
Self-medicated, intoxication takes control
自我医疗 酒精占据我的身体
Now I have to find my way out
现在我就要寻找出路
I have to find my voice
我就要寻找自己的本音
These thoughts are no good for me
这些不好的念头
Now I have to find a way out
现在我就要寻找出路
I have to find my voice
我就要寻找自己的本音
I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me
快对那些不好的思想感到麻木
Now I have to find a way back
现在我要找到一条回去的路
I have to make a choice
做出我的选择
I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me
我永远不会让我眼前的一切淡去
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