Washout

I didn't go out today

I won't go out tomorrow

I'll just sit at home and wallow in my sorrow have you got some hope i can borrow

I used to think so big

I used to talk so bold am

I giving up, am

I getting old? how'd

I get so low? no

I think life owes me more and

I'm going to pick myself up off the floor 'cause

I want the ******* glory wash out go wash out

I'm feeling

I'm feeling like a mother******* failure

I wanna know how everyone survives the day jobs and debts not enough for rent and wounded *** what the ************* is next so hard to accept how do

I get by I've been bought and sold seen hot and cold been bored and ignored seen no reward for 10 years of my youth and the long line of bastards waiting to see me pack it in now

I know I'll never win crawling under my skin, just amplify in my fuzzy ****** up mind