Not A Single Word About This

I'd push you away but you are the only thing

I knowI can't help believing in you... the idea of beauty leaves me enslavedsay you'll stay for tonight and

I promise you this will be the last

I'd push you away but you are the only thing

I knowat your feet

I now lay for you are the only thing

I knowI stare blindly into my reflectiona piece of me lost...

I am terrified that

I cannot breathe without you

I am nothing in my eyes if not lost

I can't see past your eyes, without them

I would die

Shackles cut my wrists as

I fight the chains

None can hold me

I'd push you away but you are the only thing

I knowat your feet

I now lay for you are the only thing

I knowin a room where

I once told you everything,

I am aloneonce beholden to nothing and no onehow is it that

I am slave to these eyes which glisten with untold secretsthat

I crave so wildly to understand?

I must steel my heart to your warm gaze

I'll claw out my eyes and see you no moreits because of you

I sometimes wish that

I would diesometimes

I wish I would die leaving you behindenraptured by my ignorance,

I now deserve sympathy