Numb The Pain

I know we grew up a little too fast

I miss the days that we'd chill and relax

Where did the time go?

It all passed

Now I need to go back

I had no worries but always have plans

Only thing I did was take out the trash

Now It's much harder to laugh

Hard to get up and then work on my craft

Yeah

I need inspiration

Don't need no validation

No more medication

Should try some meditating

I don't need you to save me

Feel like all of you hate me

Everything's been so hard with all the situations lately

I just need to numb the pain for a minute

I just wanna run away a vacation

I don't know what else to say

Now I just need to numb the pain

Oh, I just wanna numb the pain

Oh

I just wanna run away

I don't know what else to say

Now I just need to numb the pain

I just need to numb the pain

Well maybe I'm done, maybe I've lost

Still putting up a fight because

I love my mom, I love my family

When I was young they would all look after me

I don't know why but I feel like a burden

I spend my life overthinking my purpose

Can't really cry, I'm so used to the hurting

Trauma creeps up on me at the wrong moments

Oh, I just need to numb the pain for a minute

I just wanna run away a vacation

I don't know what else to say

Now I just need to numb the pain

I just wanna numb the pain

I just need to numb the pain for a minute

I just wanna run away a vacation

I don't know what else to say

Now I just need to numb the pain