Life of the Party

Walk into a room, poke holes in myself

Maybe no one can tell that I'm so uncomfortable

Make the way I feel the punch line of the joke

That I wrote in my notes, needed new material

And I'm getting attention, it's the only one second

I'm forgetting that I'm lonely

When I'm at my low, I'm the life of the party

But I don't even feel at home in my own body

How long can I keep this up?

Call it self-aware, while I self-destruct

Damn it, I'm being so dramatic

And there I go again, say I'm overreacting

Gave up on myself, I'm sorry

But when I'm at my low, I'm the life of the party

Walk into my room

First thing that I see is the version of me, been avoiding forever

'Cause you're not any fun, they don't want you around

Dumb it down for the crowd, gotta keep it together

Push it off a little bit longer

And I'll come back for you when I'm stronger

Yeah, all I need is one second

I'm forgetting that I'm lonely

When I'm at my low, I'm the life of the party

But I don't even feel at home in my own body

How long can I keep this up?

Call it self-aware, while I self-destruct

Damn it, I'm being so dramatic

And there I go again, say I'm overreacting

Gave up on myself, I'm sorry

But when I'm at my low, I'm the life of the party

When I'm at my low, I'm the life of the party

When I'm at my low, I'm the life of the party

When I'm at my low, I'm the life of the party

But I don't even feel at home in my own body

How long can I keep this up?

Damn it, I'm being so dramatic

And there I go again, say I'm overreacting

Gave up on myself, I'm sorry

But when I'm at my low, I'm the life of the party

I'm the life of the party

When I'm at my low, I'm the life of the party

Gave up on myself, I'm sorry

But when I'm at my low, I'm the life of the party