歌词与中文翻译
It took me six years to find
我花了六年才弄明白
that everything you ever ******* said were lies
你满嘴谎言
But now I'm feeling low and stupid
我觉得我就是个傻子
for believing every word that you said
因为我曾对你说的话深信不疑
I always just react
我只是被动接受你的话，不去思考
I'm always holding back
到头来对你的说辞犹豫不决
I'm always back and forth inside my head
我没法做出判断
I'm always back and forth inside my head
无法思考
只能呆望着墙角发怵
Staring at the ceiling
（我迷失了自我，孤独感油然而来）
(I've been lost and lonely in this ol' mind)
疲惫的眼中全是我们分崩离析的样子
Tired eyes we fall into the floor
（我迷失了自我，孤独感充斥着我着我的脑子）
(I've been lost and lonely in this ol' mind)
告诉我你会找人宣泄
Tell me you'll find someone to spite
（我迷失掉了，孤独无法自拔）
(I've been lost and lonely in this ol' mind)
我迷失掉了，此刻孤独近乎绝望
I've been lost and lonely in this ol' mind
以往我忍住没表达出的情绪全部喷涌而出
眼泪夺眶而出
Everything I used to hold myself together came crashing down
我很不习惯这种被情绪左右的样子
and The stars have gone out of my eyes
我总是被动的表达，后知后觉
I'm not good with the distance inside
总是在犹豫
总是犹豫的无法做出判断
I always just react
总是犹豫的无法给你一个了断
I'm always holding back
总是犹豫的无法给我一个了断
I'm always back and forth inside my head
我总是......
I'm always back and forth inside my head
对着墙角发呆
I'm always back and forth inside my head
（我迷失了自我，被孤独感包围）
I'm always...
眼中尽是我们分崩离析的样子
（我看不见，我好孤独）
Staring at the ceiling
求求你告诉我你会找人抱怨
(I've been lost and lonely in this ol' mind)
（我什么都不想见，我很孤独）
Tired eyes we fall into the floor
我什么都不想去想，我绝望到底
(I've been lost and lonely in this ol' mind)
Tell me you'll find someone to spite
(I've been lost and lonely in this ol' mind)
I've been lost and lonely in this ol' mind