January Never Ends

I don't wanna fall back down again

I just wanna waste time with my friends

I just wanna live the past again

Feels like January never ends

I used to hate being fifteen

But now I reminisce

On the times when life was easier

The times I grow to miss

Used to skateboard in my driveway

I was listening to rap

Used to be so bored at school

So me and Darko ditched class

I wish I could tell that kid that

Everything would be alright

Not to worry about the dark thoughts

That's how it goes at night

Try to keep your head up

'Cause you only got like one life

But now it feels like

I've been losing everything around me, round me

I've been on a downwards slope

Now I'm always feeling low

I've been losing everything around me, round me

Now I'm feeling under pressure

I wish I could go back

To the days where times were better, uh

Times fades slowly

It weighs on me

I can't go back

I can't go back anymore now

I don't wanna fall back down again

I just wanna waste time with my friends

I just wanna live the past again

Feels like January never ends

Touring 2019 I've been so far away from home

But when I get back from the tour

I swear I'm feeling more alone

Everytime I go outside

I'm always feeling out my zone

So I barely roam

Watching horror movies

Spitting lyrics out the dome

Sometimes I wonder

If this was the right path for me

'Cause ever since I found success

It's always going bad for me

Been living for the music

Now my family barely close

'Cause the only way to make it

To the throne is to die alone

Times fades slowly

It weighs on me

I can't go back

I can't go back anymore now

I don't wanna fall back down again

I just wanna waste time with my friends

I just wanna live the past again

Feels like January never ends