mess

I'm gonna drown myself this summer

It'll be fun when they find out

At least I know if I die then I won't ever need your help

Why do you hate me? I can't tell

I'll see you in hell

I'll figure it out, I'll figure it out

I'll figure it out

And I'm not sure about some people that I keep for myself

And I'm repetitive my patterns always repeat themselves

But I still find myself surprised when someone figures me out

I'm at the bottom, they don't know it, I can't say I need help

Why do you hate me? I can't tell

I'll see you in hell (Yeah)

I'll figure it out, I'll figure it out

I'll figure it out

When I get sad, way too sad

I wish that I could leave sh*t in the past

When I get mad, it's too mad

This sh*t so easy, it make me depressed

I can't believe that I felt like the best

I just found out that I'm just like the rest

You say you love me, I gave you a text

B*tch, you can't love me because I'm a mess

Because I'm a mess

'Cause I'm a mess

Because I'm a mess, because I'm a mess

Because I'm a me-