again

Delta

Are you stuck in yesterday?

Used to be the main one, til' they turned me to a sidekick

Can you really tell the future or were you just lying again?

It's been years since I first talked to you, so are we still friends?

You were acting like I couldn't use my eyes through the lens

Wer-W-W-Were you sabotaging all my plans?

I-I-I-I've been walking hours in the sand

I've been way too long without a stance

I can't tell the clones apart from fans

And it's f*ck you today, and if I wake up tomorrow, then that means that I'm okay

I don't even feel betrayed, can you tell that I'm insane?

If I'm walking through the sidelines, then you better leave my way

I watched the rain fall through my window, i-it was better than before

I fell out with all my day ones, now they never take my word

It's a double sided sword, did you get what you wanted?

I forgot what I wanted, but I got it on torrent

Just like f*ck it, I can't see it, not the first time that I lead it

If I don't get my props, I'm gonna leave it

Hate it, and I hate you, I don't need it

Stop it, I don't wanna have to go repeat it

Do it all the time, but I don't even want it

Did you like me better when I wasn't myself?

You want me to fix something that isn't broken

When I think about it, I get so overwhelmed

Sometimes, I can tell the breaker that I crossed the line

If you don't forgive me, gotta say it's fine

I can go another day without my shine, it's alright

I can feel it through my spine

I thought of another option

How about we just be honest?

I can't tell the situation that I got through my head

When I left my sh*t behind and then you found out I'm dead

I don't wanna be your friend, but you can always pretend

I'll remember all the visits that you couldn't attend

Get that sh*t through your head, I-I-I do not wanna talk

And you say that that's okay, when you were never involved

They gon' bring up all that sh*t that I don't do anymore

If you never wanna talk, then that means that you got bored

For someone that moves in silence, I'ma say you talk a lot

How does it feel? You got zeros in your squad

That sh*t's not real, I still took it to my heart

I was picking out the flowers, do they love me, do they not?

I-I-I-I'm the starter, I'm default

And if I hate you, it's my fault

Because I'm always wrong, that means you're always right

And nothing that I do will be enough to apologize

You're looking through my eyes, you're looking at my soul

I came this far without one night up in a studio

You're looking at my face, I'm looking at it back

You think of death and that's enough to give you heart attacks

But I saw death up close

And all the fiction makes you think that there would be a ghost

Would you still die for those that wouldn't die for you?

And if this life is just a game, I'm not afraid to lose