Ain’t No Grave (Demo)

Most of my ******* life

I've been torn into two

If you love me then I love you

This song is for you

It's die hard till you know that you set

All this singing you was an emotional wreck

The closer I get it's like the further I feel

And my heart is turning to this heavy armor and stealth

It's hard to be real hard to listen to the dumb *************t

And I take a lot of pills cause it numb *************t

I wish I had another path to follow

Wish that I could be a man and learn to pass the bottle

Graphic novel my future a box and an urn

I'm having dreams about death but I'm not that concerned

Numb diseases through the seasons that turn

Watch the leaves from the trees turn to Z's and then burn

I'm eager to learn but I'm holding my breath

Everyday just another step closer to death

Ain't no grave can hold my body down

Ain't no grave can hold my body down

I've been alive longer than I expected to be

And took care of everything that's expected to me

Took care of my girl and my mother

I told her that I'm always here and I love her

I handle *************t differently cause I'm grown now

And the truth is that I'd rather be alone now

I'd rather not have to deal with the day

And I hate when people ask me how I'm feeling today

My brother Razghoul we had a beaf and grudge

But we grew up together cousin so it's peace and love

I wish all the best I wish all the *************ne

I wish I didn't wanna offer my thoughts with a 9

I'm thoughtful and kind but I'm evil at last

And everything I love has turned in a tedious task

I fill the life away and wait for people to pass

But nobody wants to help you see through the mask

Ain't no grave can hold my body down

Ain't no grave can hold my body down

I don't wanna be a burden to you all

I just wanna know exactly what my purpose is for

I feel like nothing I do is ever right

And that I'm acting a fool anotha night

Nah I admit I don't take care of myself

So I do a lot of thinking I am preparing myself

Cause a fact is that my father died young and I might too

And it ain't any way to say what I might do

I don't wanna have to leave my mother behind

I don't want her to cry because the struggle is mine

I don't want for her to grind no more

I don't want for her to work a 9 to 5 no more

I ain't eva work a ******* 9 to 5 before

So I'm tryna get this money to provide for you all

The *************t ain't work out and all of a sudden I'm gone

Just remember that the mother******* love is gone

Ain't no grave can hold my body down

Ain't no grave can hold my body down

Ain't no grave can hold my body down

Ain't no grave can hold my body down

Ain't no grave can hold my body down

Ain't no grave can hold my body down

Yeah I'm eager smaling in problem

Yeah I'm eager yeah

Yeah I'm eager smaling in problem

Yeah I'm eager yeah