歌词
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Drowning myself every night
每一晚喝得烂醉
Me versus me has always been my biggest fight
我就是自己最大的敌人
I've been so confused for so long
已经迷茫了很久
And the answers always seem so far out of sight
所寻找的答案好像遥不可及
So I fill it up, fill it up one more time
再次把杯子倒满
So when everything is wrong at least I still feel right
这样当生活陷入低谷时 我还能感觉不错
I'm in the tunnel but I can't see the light
我在黑暗的隧道里看不见光芒
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I just want to feel whole again
我只想让自己再次振作起来
So I can let you in
能让你进入我的生活
I just want to feel whole again
我只想让自己再次振作起来
I just want to feel whole
只想让自己振作起来
Oh, where is my self control?
我的自控力呢？
Where is my self control?
我的自控力呢？？
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I've been thinking this could be the end of me
我在想 这可能就是我的结局
Who is this person in the mirror I see?
镜子中的人是谁？
I have come so far, thought I was so strong
已经走到了这一步 以为自己很坚强
The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long
其实我只是不断地在欺骗自己
I never thought this would be me
从没想过我会变成这样
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But now I'm on the verge of self destruction
我站在崩溃的边缘
How could this happen to me?
我到底是怎么了？
I've never been the type to run
我从不是那种
from anything, run from anything
逃避一切的人
So sick and tired of wondering where my morals have gone
已经厌倦去思考自己的道德是不是已经荡然无存
My father didn't raise me to become this
我的父亲把我养大可不是为了成为现在的我
Where did I go wrong?
到底哪里出错了？
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There is not much left of me
以前纯真的自己快要消失了
I can't feel the ground beneath my feet
我感觉不到脚踩在地上
There is not much left of me
纯真的自己快要消失
I let everyone around me down
让身边所有人失望了
And now I'm headed to the bottom of the bottle
现在我要把酒喝完
Just to block out the sound
这样才听不到身边的嘈杂
God I need you now!
上帝我需要你
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I've been thinking this could be the end of me
我想这可能就是我的结局
Who is this person in the mirror I see?
镜子中的人是谁？
I have come so far, thought I was so strong
已经走到了这一步 以为自己很坚强
The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long
其实我只是不断地在欺骗自己
This is my vice, this is me weak
这是我的罪 这是我的懦弱
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I need your love to erase this doubt
我需要你的爱来消除这困惑
I need your hand to pull me out
我需要你的手把我拉回来
Sometimes I feel like I will never learn
有时候我觉得我从不吸取教训
Because the bottle's always there
因为酒杯一直在触手可及的地方
when I have nowhere else to turn
当我没有地方可以逃避的时候
Will I ever learn? Will I ever learn?
我会吸取教训吗？会吗？
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I take another sip
又喝了一口
The dark room that I'm in becomes dimly lit
身处的黑暗的屋子隐隐约约有一丝光亮
This can't be all there is
只有这么一点吗
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I've been thinking this could be the end of me
我想这可能就是我的结局
Who is this person in the mirror I see?
镜子中的自己是谁？
I have come so far, thought I was so strong
已经走到了这一步 以为自己很坚强
The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long
其实我只是不断地在欺骗自己
And the only one to blame is me
唯一去责备的人是我自己
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Who have I become?
我变成了什么？
This is my desperate shout
这是我绝望的呐喊
Pull me out!
把我从这绝望中
Pull me out!
拉出去！
God I need you now!
上帝我需要你！
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