Desolate

Is there a god looking out for me?

I’ve waited for what feels like centuries

There's no change

Barely coherent for a day

And misery comes at me like a freight train

The bitter taste, the barren waste

I collapse in this burning space

My soul reaches out to God

But he can’t reciprocate

Clouds pass covering the sun in my dreams

My coma spanned for centuries it seems

Do you really understand just how desolate my world can get?

Said it’s more like a noose tied tightly, tightly

Around my neck

My world is so desolate

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust

Either way, I don’t know where I’ll end up

Clouds pass covering the sun in my dreams

My coma spanned for centuries it seems

Do you really understand just how desolate my world can get?

Said it’s more like a noose tied tightly, tightly

Around my neck

My mother’s dead

My lover’s left hanging by a thread

Said it’s more like a noose tied tightly, tightly

Around my neck

The louder that I scream, no one hears me

The more that I’m awake, I’m still dreaming

The louder that I scream, no one hears me

The more that I’m awake, I’m still dreaming

Don’t you cry for me when I’m gone

Pick up this scattered debris

From the wreckage that I leave behind

You can’t save me

I’m not worth it anyway

One foot on safe ground, the other hanging off the edge