Black Heart

Questioning standards, striving forward

I don't understand the connection between most people

Lonely from the world and because of the world

Why do I want more than most of us?

And why won't

I just settle for less?

I'm the only one with the reasons and answers why

Symptoms of hatred,

I see an altered state

Hallucinations of the mind, as you argue with yourself

Dissention to madness, is not far from hand

Independence you once had delusions deluded

What I say

I do and I do what

I say I know it all too well,

I see it everyday

So let me tell you now

I know you're not alone

To make this very clear

I think that you are way beyond my help

Year after year

I tried and trained not to assimilate

But only to find myself even more alone

As I ponder about life and my existence

I feel a resolve that you're not here with me

Walking alone through the wastelands of destruction

And as I explore

I find you living there

Symptoms of hatred,

I see an altered state

Hallucinations of the mind, as you argue with yourself

Dissention to madness, is not far from hand

Independence you once had delusions deluded