歌词
27
27岁
Life is Armageddon
生活就像个末日战场
I’ve got clinical depression
得了临床忧郁症
Cause my minds an imperfectionist
脑子里总像少了些什么
I fall asleep
整天睡觉度日
Wait
慢着
I don’t wanna wake up
一直睡着多好啊
But I never wanna take another pill
可我再也吞不下任何一片药了
To make me fake fine
这些让我看上去还过得挺开心的药
I’ll get some help
我要多去睡睡
Listen to my therapist
听从心理医生的指导
Who’ll try to teach me lessons
他总是叫我干这干那
But I forget just what the question is
但我忘记了最重要的东西
Cause I’m a ****-up
我的生活一团糟
Stuck here with my hands cuffed
身陷囹圄
Behind my back
手脚束缚
Tryna keep myself intact
怕受伤害
I’m feeling great like Carole Baskin
感觉变成了卡罗巴斯金那样的两面派
Hope you know it’s all an act cause
但你要知道我这么做
It’s so much easier to lie
只是因为欺骗自己总要好过些
Bad luck if you’re someone like me
如果你也和我一样那你也有够可怜
Got your head above water
明明浮在水面上
but you still can’t even breath it’s a
却还是感到窒息
Pandemic it’s a ****in disease
这该死的心理瘟疫
And it’s following me
阴魂不散
Bad luck if you’re someone like me
如果你也和我一样那你也有够倒霉
Got your head above water
明明浮在水面上
but you still can’t even breath it’s a
却时刻感觉即将沉溺
Pandemic it’s a ****in disease
这该死的心理瘟疫
And it’s following me
阴魂不散
You hide your problems
你把一个个难题
At the bottom of the bottle
藏到一个瓶子里
You forget it all tonight but it’s just twice as bad tomorrow
想换来无忧良宵 第二天早上却发现烦恼又已加倍
Cause when you’re sober you just wanna stay at home
当你还算清醒 只想赖在家里
But all your friends they call you up and they convince you to go out again
朋友的电话又来了 叫你出去玩
These days it’s cocaine and a nose ring
这些日子充斥着还有鼻环
Get your fake lips just to fit in
说着假话只为合群
All your friends think they’re the shit
他们都认为朋友之间最逊的就是说假话
But they’re no different
但他们不也一样?
Cause none of them ever feel better
没有人真觉得自己过得还好
They do so much drugs
整天和打着交道
And they probably regret it
可能会后悔
And they act all cool
表现得云淡风轻
As if they are the realist
装得好像他们才是现实主义人士
But we know that they just don’t deal with their feelings
但那只是因为他们从敢不处理自己的情绪
It’s so much easier to lie
毕竟假装一切很好 简单多了
Bad luck if you’re someone like me
如果你也和我一样那你也有够倒霉
Got your head above water
明明浮在水面上
but you still can’t even breath it’s a
却还是感到窒息
Pandemic it’s a ****in disease
这该死的心理瘟疫
And it’s following me
阴魂不散
Bad luck if you’re someone like me
如果你也和我一样那你也有够倒霉
Got your head above water
明明浮在水面上
but you still can’t even breath it’s a
却还是感到窒息
Pandemic it’s a ****in disease
这该死的心理瘟疫
And it’s following me
阴魂不散
It’s like a movie
这是电影吗
It’s not the real me
这不是我应该有的样子
Oh maybe next time
好吧 下次我就承认我最近过得很糟糕
But for now
但至于现在
I’ll pretend that I am fake fine
我还是继续假装我还好吧
It’s like a movie
一切像是电影
It’s not the real me
这不是真正的我
Oh maybe next time
好吧 下次我可能会承认我最近过得很糟糕
But for now
但至于现在
I’ll pretend that I am fake fine
我还是继续假装一下吧
Bad luck if you’re someone like me
如果你也和我一样那你也有够可怜
Got your head above water
明明浮在水面上
but you still can’t even breath it’s a
却还是感到窒息
Pandemic it’s a ****in disease
这该死的心理瘟疫
And it’s following me
阴魂不散
Bad luck if you’re someone like me
如果你也和我一样那你也有够倒霉
Got your head above water
明明浮在水面上
but you still can’t even breath it’s a
却还是感到窒息
Pandemic it’s a ****in disease
这该死的心理瘟疫
And it’s following me
我何时能摆脱
专辑信息
1.Fake Fine