Manifesting Obscenity

So sick and twisted searching for the perfect one to kill,

A ******* victim, prepare to meet my thrill,

You will know my shame.

Stroking my fingers down her sweat soaked skin will she,

Cry out? Or will she keep her mouth shut, knowing what will be of this slut?

Guiding her gently to the grave she's already claimed,

Dirty ******* on the street pulling tricks, filthy whore at king money for *******s.

My victim.

My twisted admiration for this ******* dirty mess,

This strange fixation,

With this slut that I will now possess.

Grabbing, stabbing.

Sma*******ng, sla*******ng.

Hacking, cracking.

Maiming, claiming.

Asphyxiate and this ****** will choke,

So she can be what I've always wanted her to be,

Dead meat, now I'll watch this ******* die,

I'll ******* see this whore bleeding where she lies.

Lies.

My twisted admiration for this ******* dirty mess,

This strange fixation,

With this slut that I will now possess.

I'll ******* the dead.

I'll ******* the dead.

Drag me to the Whore of Babylon so I can *******, away my sins,

And be reborn, through her flesh.

Her flesh.

This ******* life is all over,

This new abomination of my flesh is far from closure,

I take my first breath,

Reborn through death.

Parturition.

My flesh is borne of a carcass,

I am a monster, I'm godless,

What the ******* hell am I?

You'll see you never can stop me.