I Don't Wanna Die

Gloomy days got my head twisted

Mystic visions of a razor blade

Cut my blunt with precision

Stuff it till it's bustin'

Sippin' on some Tussin'

Imagine it, gothic hustlin'

Men tusslin', women fussin'

And they babies in the corner cryin'

Young ******z bang and they ain't afraid of dyin'

Pistol keepers, mobile phones and beepers

Cars and hoes, and plenty dust for the geekers

Me, I'm a break beater, microphone eater

****** leader, sizzlin' like a fajita

But it's so hard for me to stay out the streets

Behind tint blowin' cheap, ******' with freaks

What kinda role model, I'ma be?

Don't get it twisted

Gifted, linguistic graphic and realistic

God, deliver me from harm and arm me with

Sense enough to know when to quit

I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die

(Lord, forgive me for the anger that I feel today)

I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die

Thinkin' about what my eyes witnessed

Thinkin' about what my kids gon' see

When they get grown and independent

What you doin' baby?

18, strippin' daily

A small ass apar******ent, tryin' to flip a Mercedes

I don't knock *******t, unless you a fiend

Tryin' to hock *******t, protectin' myself

I gotta grab the gock and pop *******t

I guess that's the problem with the world today

(What?)

Black, white, Asian, so many people think this way

****** with me and I'll shoot ya

We live in, what used to be the space age, future

To acid droppin' hippies, now they run the country

Drug smugglin' with my tax money

Bomb makers, nuclear, death creators

White power, skin head, Jew and ****** haters

All of this, plus I gotta watch the ****** next door

What you think I pray for, man

I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die

(Lord, forgive me for the anger that I feel today)

I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die

Life ain't nothin' but preparation for the angels

And the demons that we all gon' face when

The soul and the body separate, that's death

Nothin' left but darkness, after your last breath

Well, all of that *******t is in the past enjoy it

While you got it, cause you can't take it with your ass

Where I'm from, any day can be your last

That's why them thug ******z live life hard and fast

Slowdown and find yourself surrounded by the lowdown

Unaware, a showdown's about to go down

Why we gotta clown instead of bein' kinfolks

Why do white folks, think all we know is sellin' ****?

Some can't cope and got out hangin' from a rope

Slit wrists, found shakin' from an overdose

Tupac and Biggie got they life snatched away

Nobody knows when they gotta go, mayne

I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die

(Lord, forgive me for the anger that I feel today)

I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die

That's all baby, you never know when you gotta go

Deaths around the corner, you're nobody

Till somebody kills you but I don't wanna die

I don't wanna die, hey, I don't wanna die

Can you hear me? I don't wanna die

I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die

Die

Die

Die

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