Irreversible

If I could go back, to the start

I would have done things so differently

Gripped by my own fear, forever

At the edge of acceptance, looking down

What hits the hardest is having to know

That after all that's happened I have failed to grow

And that with every step that I take

I keep on repeating the same mistakes

Feelings of remorse fill my heart

Everything I've ever touched has fallen apart

And as I leave it all behind

The memories will leave my mind

If I could go back, to the start

I would have done things so differently

Gripped by my own fear, forever

At the edge of acceptance, looking down

There was a time I had everything

but I turned my back on it all

Now I'm just left with regrets

with my back against the wall

Irreversible

I have nothing left

I can't change a thing

There's no remedy

What have I let myself become

I want nothing more than for this to end